Just awhile ago, I was laying on my bed, facing the dark ceiling. I couldn't slp and was thinking abt quite a no. of things on my mind. So I decided to on my laptop and started to write on this post. I dunno why but I just find that whenever I'm in my rm, I feel a sense of loneliness and inferiority. I thought it was just me going crazy or sort. But the quietness and loneliness in my rm keeps ringing in my head.
I've been stressing myself to perform better in everything I do, yet I'm always not meeting my expectations. I just realised even though I have so many friends, but I just always feel lonely. Maybe because there are too many secrets in my life, keeping things to myself. I feel that something is missing in my life, I dunno wat is it but it's like a puzzle. That piece prevents me from being whole and truly happy. Yes i may appear successful and good in many things, but I do so just to make myself feel better. But in reality, I'm nothing.