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Thursday, February 26, 2009
5:23 PM

Lol. Have been slping very very very late this few days. Audiing has nvr been so fun for quite a long time alrdy. Joined a fam, the ppl r quite nice. Then got this crapper damn retarded lol, play with him right, cannot focus properly one. Laugh thru out. Then this girl, my gosh...... If she ever becomes a fugitive or a burglar, she cannot stay escaped for more than 1hr. Anyone can basically hear her laughing every single 30 secs. U dun tell jokes she will also suddenly laugh for no reason.

I dunno why but I feel like saying Taylor Swift is omfg beautiful, her songs r omfg nice, her lyrics r omfg smooth. U MUST LISTEN TO LOVE STORY. Very very romantic.

Countdown to Zhiyu's chalet: 8 days more
Countdown to AIR Chalet: 23 days more
Countdown to cruise: 27 days more
Countdown to sch reopen: Dun wanna think abt it


Friday, February 20, 2009
12:28 PM

Ok. End of exams, start of holidays. I fking did my best for everything, slog my ass off and stuff. End up I will get max a B? Maybe a fail? Im feeling damn fking pissed that everything is going badly for me. Say wat SPSS only 22%. But end up there r 2 fking SPSS tables and I lost 10 to 20 marks for that. Then thx to some fker's english problem, I misread the damn qns and another 4 marks fly. MCQ another fker, around 10 fly. Here fly there fly, siao liao lor.... Fail.


Saturday, February 14, 2009
9:54 PM

Sry had been busy with projects and assignments. Didn't had time to blog. Well exams have alrdy began, with Management Organizational Behavioral and Critical Reasoning Skills. I guess I didn't do as well as I could have. There r so many things going on now that I dun even noe wat to do abt anything. I had spent 17 years without a Valentine date. This year I thought it could be different. However, ended up spending this year's Valentines Day alone agn. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I noe Im short, not typically slim with nice facial features or anything, but I noe I dun flirt around or stuff. But I just dun get why I always fail in this kind of r/s stuff. I made up a joke on me getting married and sent out wedding invitations to my exclassmates, just to have a laugh, and also to make myself feel good for once. But I guess I was just trying escape reality. Even ytd when it was Wanxuan's birthday, she's like one of my best friends ever, but I didn't do my best on the card for her. Im sry Wanxuan. I realised from last time till now, I always carry this phrase with me - I hate the feeling where I did my best, but nth good nor results appear. It's kinda true, I thought everything I did, with or without motives, I would have something in return. My exams, my studies, my friends, my life, whatever could be named. Quite a number of people said I had low confidence of myself or self-esteem. But it's not that I wanted that. If you had done ur best, yet it fails epically, wouldn't it be a waste and a shame? Optimistism is just a way of self-deceiving really. Face it, it's reality.

Not looking forward to next year's Valentines. I bet it's just gonna be yet another fking day.


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