Kinda screwed up my FOM. Guess even when one do his best, without a good teacher's help, it's still not good enough. My PACC probably will also suffer the same fate.
I've been reading on past posts and pictures and recalling the past. I realised I was a much happier and funnier person. Irony isn't it, when u wanna be mature ur just that childish. But when ur finally mature, u just wish u had that childishness in u. After so long, I realised my true friends r very few. I guess the best and most trustworthy friends would be Haziq and Lutfi. I thought I would liked my new class and that it would be better than my sec's. But it seems I'm wrong. I dun even noe wat my new class' characters r like. They r so full of mysteries and faces. Feels as if they might stab ur back any moment when ur not noticing. Man, I miss 4N. Those were the days, mugging for O lvls, but yet still enjoying and savoring every moment of it.
I used to be so sure of myself, sure of everything. There was this utmost confidence in me. But now, I dunno wat's true or false anymore. I dun even noe who I am or who to trust. My confidence is shattered.