U noe I've been thinking. Wx was right. Maybe wat I do seems like joke or meant no harm to them since they knew me for a long time. But to people who just knew me, they probably think otherwise. I've been thinking abt it recently and maybe I may be alil mean and probably not on the good side. I've seen the changes of myself from wat I used to be till now. A funny and naive boy who wans nth but absolute fun and kindness to ppl around him. But now I'm just someone who thinks abt too much, trying to juggle between aspects of life, while ignoring ppl around me. There were ppl whom I nvr cherished until I realised they r gone. And now there r ppl who r going further if I dun cherish them too. Maybe I should change, for the better and into someone whom everyone loves to be with. I guess I've been ignorant and unbearable recently. But I'm going thru alot of stress currently. Not only with work, but family and emotional too. I may seem like a happy person and cracking jokes and comforting ppl, but I just dun wan ppl to cut into my life or pity or worry abt me. I hope u guys understand and forgive me for wat I've done. I mean no harm for anything I did. I'm sorry.