Was playing Audition then something stupid happened that dampened my mood, can't believe they actually distrust me. Then after that a really funny and bustard thing occurred. I told Ken I have to ask the school for a deferment letter (for NS). Then he didn't noe I have to collect deferement letter for wat reason. Since this was such an opportunity, I said I was deferring from school for 1 semester. He was utterly shocked and asked why. Then I said I dun wish to talk abt it since it's quite personal (I was taking this time to think of a story)
So me and evi decided to play a stupid prank on him. I said, "Actually, since sooner or ltr u will noe, might as well tell u now. I'm deferring cos I need to get married. I NOE STUPID IDEA, BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE!!!" Then he was like WTF? He kept asking for details like how rich, chio anot, smart anot blah blah blah. Then I said she will be able to take care of me until I finish my studies and go work. Besides, (I made this up) my grandpa died and he left some inheritance for me. I received $550,000. HAHAHHAHAHA. He was WTFFFFF???? SO NOW UR A RICH ASSHOLE.
Here comes the highlight, then I said, "dun tell the rest yet cos I dunno if I should.... I'm marrying Evi." He was like oh... ok... HUH? As in rl???? Then I said yea. We have to get married soon, cos Some things cannot wait LOL. I said I am deferring and Evi is deferring too. Then he was still blurr Dunno wat I meant. So Evi pmed me and said she go lobby first, let me tell him in details. So she left the rm. Then I said to Ken,"Ken, I screwed up. But it wasn't my fault! She was just down there too tempting! I had just wanted to pass her something then it just happened." Ken was still blurr for awhile then he said,"Omg? U mean u... her.... Holy shyt? WHEN DID THIS HAPPENED?"
The details I dun go so deep into, cos erm... u noe la x.x (Abit RA =x)
Then that arsehole ken kept insisting on abortion. Evi said he is a irresponsible guy LOLLLLL. But all in all Ken was alrdy suspicious so he thought it was fake. But Wx is gullible enough to believed quite so LOL. Throughout the whole damn thing I was laughing like shyt until stomachache. It was a good laugh. Hope can do this kind of shyt often.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Friday:
Woke up at 10am and prepared to go out. Firstly went to Novena and met my sister for lunch. So long nvr see her liao also, so miss her :D Then we ate Mos Burger and she passed me my Hoodie jacket. Talk talk talk eat eat eat then shop around. Until 1.45 went to Dhoby Ghaut to meet Pristine and went Bunk. Play from 2 to 6. Quite boring ba, cos it's like hardly anyone playing Audi. Mostly is mapling. After that we went to eat MFM (Mother ****ing Mast********) LOL no la, Manhattan Fish Market. So I ordered Flaming platter for one. Pristine ordered Calamari basket. She damn clumsy lol, drop fork, drop alil of my rice and one calamari. Finish eating alrdy she wanted to eat Ice cream waffles. So we went to Gelare and I watched her ate lols. I nvr see a girl eat until so happy, like as if small girl girl eat candy like that hahaha so cute ><
Then after that we went to walk around window shopping. We went to this shop called Made with Love, selling so many nice stuffs. After that we went to the bear store and looked around. At abt 8pm we decided since it was still early we walked from PS to Istana, then cyberdrome, then Somerset, then Orchard and takasimaya to look for MeToYou Bears. Cos wanted to buy one for Cherish tgt with some members as a gift of thanks. Then the big big cute bear is $233 x.x Decided to wait and discuss with others first. The walk (in fact the whole journey) was kinda relaxing, alot to talk abt and able to feel free. If it was my gf instead of Pristine I think I would die happy. Its like *daydreams* Anyway after that we took MRT home. She alighted at Jurong East to switch train while I went str to Boon Lay. I guess this is the first time I ever went out with a girl alone. Though she is not my gf but I had a slight taste of wat this kind of feeling feels like. The feeling is like.... Sweet, light and really happy and warm (maybe cos the weather was warm? lols)
Just another thing. I realised Pristine love to say the phrase "I dunno leh" so often that I decided to count. From those that I paid attention and caught, she said I dunno leh 4 times the whole day. In audi she says abt.... around 10+ times? Oh yea apparently she isn't observant of her surrounding. Got supermodel looking guy walk pass I was staring in awe but she just walked pass. Then got the Emotions guild de Cao Ah Beng walked pass (I mentioned to her earlier) She also nvr notice!
Anyway thx Pristine for going out with me (as a friend) I had a great time and it was fun listening u laugh and crap hahaha.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Today is my first time going for mentoring. It was a new experience and kinda normal. My mentee also plays audi and he's quite mischievous too, kept fighting with another student. After that we went to play bball with the mentees. The highlight was that Henry chased the loose ball with me. Ran half the court (I was hopping) the ball hit Aimin's head and Henry elbowed my face. -.-
Just earlier I was crying to myself. I cannot believe I actually cried. I dunno why I do so much and I just couldn't stand a chance at all. I noe I'm not prince charming or some hunk but one thing I can promise you is I will stay committed and love you to my very deepest. I rmb I used to get rejected due to this very same sentence and I really hate it: Sry, your not my type....
Now I fear rejection so much I just couldn't dare to say it to u. You may call me foolish and dumb, but I dun trust relationships anymore, I'm too afraid of them.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.
Friday, September 12, 2008
Feeling damn tired but I can't slp. Staring at the ceiling until pek chek.
Wtf man, feeling damn emo all of a sudden. Was quite excited abt the Love Party. Then finish alrdy for awhile then become emo and temperamental. Something is not right with me, is it my life? I like to make ppl laugh and feel happy, but dunno why I can't do the same to myself. I need to go out and take a fresh breath of air. The last time I checked I'm having no problem, except a few minor ones and being alone. Wth is causing this cloud of emotional depression man -.-
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Im kinda bored today. Did nth much except audi whole day as usual like no life z z z In the afternoon continued to draw the castle. It's so difficult x.x But hey, if it's not difficult, wat's the challenge in it? If there's no challenge, wat would be the effort put in it?
Nothing much happened recently either. I mean, me with partially-healed leg can do wat. I can't even do sports. No pt going shopping either since no one to ask along ~.~ After thinking awhile, damn I realised I seriously need to stop Audiing and find a gf or sort so at least I can spend time better. Wouldn't it be just romantic to eat ice-cream or just u noe sit at a table for 2 and laugh our day off. Ok, I shall stop with my daydream -.-
Friday, September 5, 2008
Whoa. Today damn bored. Audi is down, I can't do sports cos of my leg, TV has nth nice, no good movies out in the net yet. The only most exciting thing today is smsing ppl (also not much) AHHH DAMN BORED. If someone can just call me now and chat or date me out I'll be more than happy to do so lol.
Oh yea, ppl living in the west side or simply just noes. Is there any place at the west area preferably near Boon Lay that u noe, is nice to have a night stroll or something. I'm super bored, and stoning and doing nth for the whole day man -.-
Wednesday had AIR outing. So I left house at 4.00 and reached Bugis at 5.00 (Im so darn punctual man :D) Ok, so Ken called me and asked where am I and I was just alighting when I saw that fat ass right infront of me. Coincidence~ So Ken, Yy and me waited for the rest to turn up. First came AIR TOOTY, followed by WX, AIR Ray, Huskie, Turtle & his friend and finally SJ. Then we walk around since nth to do and go play arcade while waiting for Yen and Caleb. At around 7+ they finally arrived. STEAMING TIME!!!! I mean steamboat time =x
So we went to wat TianTian Steamboat to steam. Then walao disaster. Our pot totally messy I mean come on la, With Ken and Ray (crystal) tgt, it's bound to have a messy dinner. Just a cpl of highlights, Ken ate raw lotus by accident (I put it in his plate) Desmond ate raw wanton (I put it in his plate too) Crystal's crab flew a cpl of times (she did it herself). So blah blah blah we ate and ate and ate made a hell lot of mess, and laughed till we dropped. It was not bad a session but too bad alot of the seniors all cmi for steamboat.
So anyway after that we went to Bugis de LAN play audi for 1hr. Apparently there's this dumb bug that cause the 1st position to dc. So we purposely let everyone ninja each other and aimed for 2nd so the 1st will dc. Crystal dced the most, SJ was second dc queen. OH AND THE AMAZING PART! I accidentally ninjaed for 190bpm (I loved the keyboard) and got 1st. But I didn't dc =x Gotta admit it, the server loves me :D
So I reached home at 12.30 and audied for awhile. I had Mcflurrie with me too :D
P.S: I finally got my Gold E1 this morning at 2.19am with the help from Evi, Prist, Sheena, D2D and eh zibi, M3 and some others I kinda forgot =/ Felt good man, brand new Gold E1 after 1 mth of waiting (I put in hardwork also ok! For the 4k and 1 2 pt =D)
Oh yea, I wanna thank some ppl especially. Evi, Cherish & Teng. Thanks so much guys (girls).