Today received the email of the list who were selected as Sub Committee in Mentoring. Everyone I knew were selected, and I was the only one who didn't get the role. It isn't my fault that I didn't send in the application, how do u expect me to send when I had to stay in the hospital with my mom. I've always wanted to become a sub committee and hopefully into main committee. Now everything is gone. It's really unfair, doing ur best yet not receiving nth in return. If they could just give me one more chance.
It's been nearly 2 weeks since my mom has passed away. Funny how life has to continue on. Holiday doesn't seem like holiday, felt empty and silent. Even though the festive season is nearing, somehow I just felt something is missing. Just few days ago when I ordered Mcdelivery, I realised my mom wasn't there to tap on my shoulder that the meal has came, or even pay for me. How I wish my mom was here just to tap on my shoulder even once. I really missed her.