Today went for mentoring, wasn't very fond of it. I felt I was being left out in everything. Cos everyone I knew got inducted into Sub-Committee. So they were discussing abt wat to do for the Freshman Orientation Camp, blah blah blah, and occassional "we're sub-comms" phrases kept being said. Somehow I felt my presence and existence was gone. Even in class I also felt the same, dunno why.
I tried appealing to cancel my scores for CA3 due to my morale was down and I couldn't focus properly due to my mom's incident. But all the teachers said it was not possible to cancel. Fuck man, why can't the system be more flexible. It isn't my fault my mom decided to pass away at that time. Can't the school be more understanding? Forget it.
Then my IDEAS project isn't having any progress, cos no matter how hard I try, it just couldn't work out. Fked up, very fked up.....
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Been starting to play back Basketball ytd. I realise even spending 1 to 2 hrs each day for sports may be alot of time burnt, but at least it keeps my mind away from stuff and troubles. Feeling very sian nowadays, due to some problems and dunno wat else. Z z z
I have CRS project, IDEAS project, catching up on PACC, maintaining Econs, revising Stats etc etc. And to make matters worse, not that I wanna name anyone but FK U. Dunno how to do stuff one u noe, the IDEAS all have to be done by Sam, JH and me. The other 2.....
Oh just to talk abt something else, everytime after IDEAS class finish, another class would come in and occupy the rm. There is this girl I've been seeing quite a no. of times. She is DAMN CUTE and CHIO. But here comes the prob, I dunno wat year, wat course, wat class, her name, etc etc etc. So How am I supposed to find anything abt her? If only I noe just her course and class.... I would be able to find her blog and friendster man. But of cos if her name is known or even better, her msn add, then things r gonna be veryyyyy easy :D
Oh and to top it off, there would be no more IDEAS class, SO I WUN BE ABLE TO SEE HER AND I CANNOT ASK WAT CLASS R THEY *sob*
Isn't this just plain cool!?!??!
Monday, January 12, 2009
Ytd went and celebrate Yen's bday with the usual 5. Bought a very plain and small cheesecake, then after she blew the candle, she was greeted with another bigger, heartshaped and delicious-looking (it was delicious too) Strawberry cake. Then we presented her with a huge birthday card. I accidentally missed out the Y in Birthday so it became BIRTHDA. But due to my excellent creativity (tyty) the Y seems to be pushed off cliff by the A and became YENLI!!!! :D
So after that we went to Brekos for some light food and waited for SJ then we went to Lau Pa Sa and met with ZT to eat supper. But since I hadn't ate dinner (brekos cannot consider as dinner), so it was a Dupper. And cos of the tremedous amt of food, I was also a Sinner (Supper+Dinner). After that Camwhored awhile then poof I took the last train home with SJ and ZT then reached home at abt 1+
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Haven't been blogging for a long time. Has been down and busy z z z. But I've decided to become happier and the fun Josh I used to be :D
2008 has been a heck of a year. I met so many new people, some good some bad, some straight some assholes lol. Mom passed away. Seen Romance to a whole new level. And of cos, the most memorable incident that I would nvr forget in my entire life - Breaking my leg.
Just a blink of an eye, 2008 was ytd's stuff. Now it's 2009 and alot of things be it good or bad (hopefully the former) will happen. Didn't had plans to countdown, so went with Wanxuan, ChiaMin, Casslyn and Yunni and her bf (these 2 went off halfway to tmm). So.... wat else happened in these last few days...... Can't rmb le, ltr I recall then I post.
Oh ya P.S: Happy 5th month to Evi (she's my audi cpl, so girls.... IM STILL SINGLE, U NOE WAT TO DO! :D). Known u for nearly half a year, and in these 5 mths, u haven't change abit, still as bastard as ever (maybe even more =x)
P.S.S: I noe Im kinda (very) late, but HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YA!!!