Today went for mentoring, wasn't very fond of it. I felt I was being left out in everything. Cos everyone I knew got inducted into Sub-Committee. So they were discussing abt wat to do for the Freshman Orientation Camp, blah blah blah, and occassional "we're sub-comms" phrases kept being said. Somehow I felt my presence and existence was gone. Even in class I also felt the same, dunno why.
I tried appealing to cancel my scores for CA3 due to my morale was down and I couldn't focus properly due to my mom's incident. But all the teachers said it was not possible to cancel. Fuck man, why can't the system be more flexible. It isn't my fault my mom decided to pass away at that time. Can't the school be more understanding? Forget it.
Then my IDEAS project isn't having any progress, cos no matter how hard I try, it just couldn't work out. Fked up, very fked up.....
