Im alil tired writing this post at 4.25am in the morning....Gonna wake up early at 11, then pack bag, go bank, and wait till 7pm. Then go harbourfront centre by 8pm. Finally cruise.But funny it seems, I've been anticipating abt the cruise, but as it gets nearer, I somehow dun wish to go. I just dun feel right without her ... ...Even though it's just 3 days, but somehow it's gonna feel like 3 months. Damn.....P.S Just in case anything happens to me.... Ken, u noe wat to do..... (I noe Im being paranoid and it's dumb writing this and scaring myself LOL)And also, Happy Birthday mom..... If u r still around, u would have 59 this year, just 1 more year to 60 man. I really miss u alot, I miss ur cooking, ur nagging, ur voice and just even ur presence. I used to feel ur spirit watching over me, but nowadays I dun feel it at all, mom I just wanna see u one more time..... I really miss u..... especially today.....