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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
11:47 PM

Arghhh.... Today damn sian. Class started at 8 then ended at 10. Since haircut appointment is 3pm, I was slacking like mad until 1+ then trained down to Harbourfront. Reached at 1.30 and sitted until 2 b4 heading there.

Then blah blah blah, cut cut cut, I realised something not right..... She cut my sideburns..... ONE SHORT, THE OTHER EVEN SHORTER!!!! FKKKKK. So I look decent on my left side, but a damn toot guai kia on the right side TT Sigh.....

I was damn damn damn sad and pissed, until the hairdresser gave me a complimentary small bottle of dunno wat tonic to grow hair.... Hopefully it works -.-

Reached home feeling damn sian and moody.... But Kelly decided to come over to Boon Lay to meet me, cos I was too sian to go Novena..... Sry Kelly....

So we walked around Jurong Pt and went to the new FEAST foodcourt by Kopitiam. End up only I ate..... Always one lor.... Then we went NTUC to buy drinks. MOGU MOGU LOL.

Walked to Library/Community Centre, when her headache got worst.... So we walked back to JP Macs since she crave for fries x.x (Fat si ren) BUT SHE HOLD UNTO MY WALLET, DUN WAN ME TO PAY!!!! Arghh.... But I accidentally scratched her and gave her a bracelet =x Sryyyyy

Went to the Jurong Central Park since I've nvr been there either, and sit/snatch for only 5mins then decided to send her back home cos she felt sick.... Poor girl.... Slp earlier la....

P.S Ur IC is.... *whisper* Bespectacled Cheena Meatball Face =x WAHAHAHAHA. But anyway thx for ur company today, felt much happier....

P.S.S Fook the Salon....

u must be lame and bored enuff to look for this secret msg.... =x


Monday, April 27, 2009
6:46 PM

Fk it.... Feeling damn pissed -.-

Sneezing like mad alrdy bad enuff, now end up this kind of crap.




Sunday, April 26, 2009
11:50 PM

Today went out celebrate Yy's bday at Out of the Pan in Raffles City. Went to Ken's house in the afternoon and helped to paint the clay animals. Then Wx had to go dance class, so we accompanied her to SK. 

So I met up with Kelly, and we walked around and ate Gelare. Damn chocolate.... After which since she still owes me a favor for the 6hrs 30mins, she decided to accompany me (or rather, I psyched her) to Raffles City for dinner and Bday celebration.

Highlight of the day: When she meets ppl for the 1st time, she stares like as if she is gonna stab u.... I was stunned and wondering wat did Yen do, how come Kelly looks so fierce when she passed the cake to her o.o LOL

Then dinner started and it was delicious.... Ken ordered black pepper beef crepe, Yen and Yy ordered dory crepes, Wx ordered ham crepe, Kelly only drank mushroom soup, and I ate WOK FRIED BUTTER CREAM PRAWNS CREPE. Sounds cool right? It taste good too :D
 P.S Fk sch.... Seriously.... U think very funny is it, throw me in the same group over and over and over agn. I'm trying to pull my GPA up 
So after dinner, we cut and ate the cake (wanted to put toothpaste to act like icing on the cake =x) End up damn full x.x 
 and need every possible effort, then now I get this kind of bullshyt? I draw a line between friends and work, he's a good friend, but in 
At around 10, her mom called and she had to return home... Sigh... Like Cinderella, past a timing must go back home, else (step)mother will be angry or something. Poor Kelly-rella....
 projects? That's another thing. Wtf man...  
So sent her back and ya.... =/ But at least I understand and am assured now, thank you Kelly...



Saturday, April 25, 2009
3:19 PM

Hmmm.... Sch reopened, very sian.... So many new modules, some of which I look forward to, some which I'm dreading. Finance lecture is interesting, and the lecturer is damn funny. Cos one of our lectures is in LT7 which is located at Engineering block. Halfway thru the lecture some students created alot of noise and banged unto our door. So the lecturer said: "Aiya.... Must be Engineering students, all paikia one. Tsk" LOLLLLLL

Managed to erm "appeal" GEMS class but in a more.... Retarded way I would put it? I'm supposed to attend Wed class, but I decided to enter Friday's instead. So when teacher was marking attendence, he caught me and asked wat's my name. I acted blur and replied him.
"Ur name is not in the list"
"Huh? Really ah?"
"U r in the wrong class is it?"
"No leh... This one Charting for Financial Market right?"
"Then ur in the wrong day of class is it...."
*Lecturer checks timetable for different classes*
"Ah there, ur supposed to be in Wednesday"
"Oh.... Really ah? I dunno. But cher, I Wednesday busy, can come over to Friday instead?"
etc etc
Oh and I did the "I promise u a distinction thingy agn" LOL

Ytd was a BORING AND SERIOUS SLACKING DAY. Ended sch at 3pm. Went to JP with Jaselyn buy stuff, walked around. Wanted to makkan, but she gtg prepare for work (Beer Lady LOL) So I went to Burger King sat down and started to do the finishing touches.
It was during FOP, then dunno wat thingy we broke into groups. Then I was with her and 2 
At 5pm went to Marina Sq, walked around and around and around and sat down then walk around and around then sat down then on and on. Until 9.30pm finally she free and came to meet me. Ask me to meet u, end up u made me wait sooooo long (guilty si ni >D LOL).
other guys (I think it's Wayne and someone else). We were doing some activities then for no 
But it's ok la... Then we walked to Plaza Sing cos I'm craving for Macs. But no space, so we trained to SK and walked to Rivervale Plaza eat. Im surprised she nvr lose her way LOL
reason, we hugged each other and apparently, we r tgt....
Her mom called and sadly, she has to return home.... Sigh.... So sent her back home. =/
 
P.S Now that sch has reopened, whenever ur sad or feel bored, just take a break and take a lollipop.
I feel very... disgusted/displeased with myself? Cos I mean... I alrdy love somebody, and waiting for her. Yet I'm dreaming of another girl.... I'm sry.... =/


Sunday, April 19, 2009
2:39 PM

18th April
Went to Clarke Quay. Supposed to eat at Ma Maison agn, but she dun wanna eat!!!! So we walked around instead.

But dunno why ytd damn hot, I was perspiring and she was sweating (LOL). So we went to the Macs and drank something while cooling down.

Continued to walk to City Hall and wanted to eat at Pizza Hut but closed to customers alrdy, so there's only 4 options - Macs, LJS, Yoshinoya and KFC. But we ate LJS last time, then she dun wan Yoshinoya, and we just ate Macs. So KFC is the only remaining choice. 

Ate finish le, we continued to walk around agn, then went to Suntec City and sat down. Her mom called then viola, time to send her back home. But due to unforeseen circumstances, we had to stayed out of her house and slacked until 1.40am.

Then her mom called agn, she went home and I took taxi home.

U dun have to thank me for my company, cos it's u whom I have to thank for ur company instead.....




LOLOLOLOL. I had one of the dumbest, sweetest, most retarded dream in 1 ytd.

She gave me a letter and wrote alot of crap which makes no sense. Then at the very end she wrote:
"I love you"
"****"

Then I asked her wat is this letter abt? She said there! The last line lor, that's all I wanna say.....
I laughed and she scold me retarded x.x Then she say, ya la, I'm accepting u can!!! 

WTH

Then she suddenly weeped and her mascara or watever that is smudged unto her cheeks, and I wiped it off for her. Then she smiled and hug me.

Then dunno wat happened, we were playing bball. Suddenly another friend say my dog ran off, then me and her went to look for it. Since when do I have a dog, somemore is golden retriever o.o

Look for halfway then she kissed me o.o THEN I WOKE UP SHYT!!!!!!

P.S Sch is gonna reopen tml. Sigh.... No more late nites.....


Friday, April 17, 2009
4:20 AM

Fell aslp at 9+

Then the weirdest thing happened.... Somehow a voice called out in my head. He/She said, dun wry too much. Everything would be ok... 

Didn't noe it was a dream or wat. But I woke up and then I went to my com and saw. After reading thru, I understood now. I'm much happier too.

Thank you :D

P.S Good nite and sweet dreams to u, hope u have no more nitemares....

P.S.S Now that I woke up at 4am+, I'm abit screwed cos I can't fall back slp agn LOL 


Thursday, April 16, 2009
7:40 PM

Hadn't been slping properly for the past few days. Damn tired.... Even when just now I tried to take a nap, still couldn't slp. Physically tired, and mentally tired, but I must hold on....

Wat should I do?

A moment seems like a day
A day seems like a lifetime....




1:44 PM

Here r the photos from ytd. And the restaurant we ate at was Ma Maison, not Machi =x

Ma Maison!!!

The scallop Appetiser, it is phew.... <3 


Closer shot.

May I present to u, the highlighted food of the evening! Wx's Cream Mushroom Omu Rice. It is damn nice plz! Simple but a delicate piece of art of food~

This sirloin steak is by far, one of the best I've ever tasted. *slurp*

Yy's Omu rice with beef. It's also very nice, especially the egg, which just melts in ur mouth~

Yen's hamburger steak. It's not bad, just that got the cheese!!!!! x.x

My sizzling dunno wat hamburger steak or something like that. Not bad at all, the starting very cool. He flamethrowered my whole plate. Lol

Our brass key for payment. Nope, it doesn't lead u to any Ma Maison rooms.

SEE!!!! THE DAMN NICE BOARD THAT THEY MADE FOR ME <3>
Oh and the Tiramisu cake! Also very delicious :D

The complimentary cake from Ma Maison. It was supposed to be cheesecake, but I dun like cheese, so they gave me Brownie instead LOL. =x

Me and the cake! :D


Thx for the card... I too, will try and stay happy and cheerful...


Thx the 4 of u. I hope like one of my wishes, that we would stay as Best Friends Forever.
Thank you, for accompanying me on my Bday eve and to my bday. But I'm sry it all happened.
Thanks those who wish me Happy Birthday.
Thank you Mom, I noe ur wishing me happy bday somewhere else.... I miss u



12:35 AM

Happy Birthday to myself :D

Well today went for FOP then dismissed at 4+ and went to Clarke Quay with Wx to eat something light first, while waiting for the rest.

Then they came and we ate dinner at Ma Machi? (I forgot the name, ltr i edit LOL)
So we ordered Sirloin Steak, Omu rice, hamburger steak. It is..... DELICIOUS!!!! Then they surprised me with a Tiramisu Cake which is also DELICIOUS!!!! Then supposed to make 3 wishes, I forgot then end up only made 1. Kena shortchanged LOL

But fortunately got complimentary cake from the restaurant and I made the remaining 2 wishes LOL. Damn full..... Oh yea, and they made me this very very very very very effing effing effing effing nice birthday card. Well... not exactly a card, but rather, a board LOL. I'm damn touched plz! Love u guys lotsssss <33333
Shall post the pics tml :D

Then after that we walked around Clarke Quay. But dunno why I was staggering around and was feeling dizzy. I think lack of slp and somemore the specs la.... Haha... Then decided to rest at this erm dunno wat pub/restaurant? Took a short nap, but woke up from a nitemare -.-

After that continued walking to Boat Quay and sat down. But eh.... Dunno why I just felt very very emo.... Then ya, blah blah blah. Shall not elaborate. Anyway sorry for spoiling u guys' mood.... And thx for sending me home.

I shall go to slp now, felt so much better after pouring out. I'm gonna have a good nite slp :D



I'm sry it was alil too sudden, but I shall give u more time. I'll wait for ur answer.... But I just wanna let u noe, I still have the same feelings for u....


Tuesday, April 14, 2009
12:26 AM

Today had first day of Freshmen Orientation Programme of DAC01. Hmm.... The class not bad at all. Abit quiet, but should be ok. They r gonna get aheck lots noisier the next few days.
 
At first I thought siao liao.... DAC01 this year share the same tragic fate agn, no chio bu or something, but hey! They have abt 2 or 3 (still better than my class =x OOPS, no offence Jamie LOL) Then they have a joker in the class, Izdihar. But due to his name being too difficult to pronounce, we call him Iz for short. The Wizard of Oz, Joker of Iz :D

OH YA THEN THERE IS THIS GUY HIS EMAIL DAMN COOL. When we were going thru the list, we see see see... Then suddenly laughed. "LinLaoBu@hotmail.com" HAHAHAHA. Then all of us waiting for him to arrive to take attendence, see who is this guy. Then after awhile, a guy walked towards our class. So I asked "Eh, DAC01? Ur name?" "Zhao Jie...." I looked at the list then laughed while taking his attendence. Psps x.x

So we played a few games, bond with them and each other alil and stuff like that. My favourite game - Whacko. Cos I innovated and call it, flying whacko. If chinese can have kungfus like "Xiao Li Fei Dao", why can't I have "Xiao Josh Fei Guan"? So I threw the flying waterbottle at Jamie LOL

Had a few forfeits, and the best is using their butts to write ACCOUNTANCY! with a exclamation mark. But apparently Iz's is spelt as "Aoooontanoy.." His C, O and U all looks the same plz LOL.

Yea, then dismissed them at 2.30 and had our debrief. Wx, Kc and me went to Queensway Shopping Centre, supposed to shop for my specs and wx's shoes but end up only mine instead. Then bought 2 specs, a half frame and frameless. Went to IKEA after that to eat Swedish Meatballs!!! and Chicken Wings!!! and Baked Chicken Thigh!!! Damn shiok.....

Damn tired, took MRT home after that, and fell on my bed and slept till 12..... (Last nite couldn't slp at all....) Will upload photos when I got it from Jamie lol.

P.S My bday's in less than 24 hrs.... How would it be then? Let's hope it's a happy birthday.


Sunday, April 12, 2009
11:07 PM

It's just a few more days, then everything would be decided.


2:55 AM

Love this song man. It's like so..... sigh.... I hope I wun turn out like this x.x
The lyrics is so meaningful and full of feelings.


Almost Lover (Remix) - A Fine Frenzy


Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never let forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do


P.S The time is almost up, this dream is almost over, I'm gonna enjoy and remember every moment of it. 


Friday, April 10, 2009
3:34 PM

Hmmm.... Damn bored waiting for the FOP email.... and speaking of which, hotmail is having problems, can't access from MSN, need to login manually from browser o.o

Just did a quiz out of boredom. 
Apparently yep, I'm fearful of losing someone and being alone. 

I also fear failure and end up being disappointed. 

Death not so much, cos I just got into a car accident ytd (I always get into accidents and survived LOL)

Where my life is going..... No comments o.0

Looked down on.... This one I fear quite much, but dunno why end up so low. Thus this quiz is abit off lol.

COMMITMENT - WOOHOOO!!! SEE I DUN FEAR COMMITMENT!!! I'm gonna be a good bf and husband :D LOLLLLSSSSS

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Losing Someone

You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!

Being Alone
Disappointment
Death
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
What is your True Fear?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz



1:53 AM

I shall take her advice and ignore wat's going on, afterall, ppl say "Ignorance is bliss" :D (Thou I really suspect the authenticity of the phrase LOL.

But just wanna say, I ain't gonna leave Elements ^^ So u can leave all u wan, I dun really care. Call me thick-skin, I also dun really care. Wanna hate me? Go ahead, I dun really care either. Cos I noe there r more, more realistic and non-virtual ppl who love or at least like me, compared to ppl who really have nth better to do and hate me :D

Today went out to Marina Sq (agn) to eat Long Johns (wasn't really hungry, neither was she) then walked around to Esplanade and listen to the band singing for awhile.

After which we continued walking to Boat Quay and sat down and chatted. Her socks kept falling loose and she had to "pull up her socks" every few 20metres LOL. Took some pictures of which most were blurry, can't blame her, she has shaky hands hahahaha. =x

Then awwwww.... Lil drizzle and we went to Macs and drank something (only she drank) while avoiding and waiting for rain to stop. Finally it stopped drizzling and we took the train to SK sent her home. But end up we sat down and chatted until 12.40 and I cabbed home.

P.S Thx for accompanying me today, thou I didn't really spare a thought for u.... And I wanna tell u something..... I.....
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Nth :D LOL


Wednesday, April 8, 2009
7:43 PM

Ok I'm gonna post a simple entry first. I'll do a detailed one ltr or whenever I'm really free and bored.

To Aaron: Well whole thing summarised and concluded, she isn't ur girl or Zhabor in the first place -.- The first time we met, I clearly asked u b4, u and Kelly tgt is it? U replied no, just audi cpl. So ya, get it? What's with the irony anyway: I'm a gentleman and I think I whack harder than you do? Oh pls.....

To Marcus: Me posting my birthday has nth to do with anything at all so, it's kinda dumb to shoot on that. Oh and just FYI, my mom's passed away, so I can't really fk off to my mom's womb or suck her milk, and ya, u may insult me, but dun insult my parents thx -.-

To Rachel: I dun usually scold girls or sort but seriously, lessen on the vulgarities and unglam-ness. Then u mention Liar, Buangster and Hongster. Liar.... Well who doesn't lie anyway? Buangster.... I admit I'm not the Tom Cruise kinda look, but at least I look decent enuff. Hongster..... Read below.

To Denise: Same thing. Also, I alrdy explained to u previously, I dun feel the need to say it agn. 

And finally, first thing first, She isn't his girl in the first place, she's just his freaking audi cpl so ya. U gotta differentiate the line between Virtual and Reality, or r u all so dumb u can't realise the diff? She can choose who she wanna talk to, and so do I.

Oh and I am mentioned as hongster? Oh pls.... This is seriously the first time ppl ever called me that, cos I only talk to 1 girl, and by honging, ur basically saying I'm flirting around with diff ppl. Oh and if u r to wonder wat abt Demure? Well, she's my rl friend -.-

Regarding the Romance big fk thingy, it's really really stupid? Since when did I ever mention anything abt Romance with u guys. Then back to Marcus post abt me entering the rm and u can't get 1st anymore, NO LINK. If u can't win, that it's ur prob, not mine -.- Ppl win me doesn't mean I should get pissed at him or watever. 

Oh and I really really hate hokkiens, cos it kinda strain ur eyes especially if all ur posts r one big paragraph. So I'm doing u all a nice lil favor by seperating into smaller paragraphs.

P.S I kinda like the Fk the wall and screw a duck phrase. It's rather catchy. Lol...


Tuesday, April 7, 2009
2:19 PM

Sigh.... Bored.....
GEMs Module different from friends.....
Then now also nth to do.... Stoning stoning stoning....

P.S I wish it would progress further..... Would it be a happy ending?....

P.S.S I had a wonderful dream last nite, it was wat I had wished for, being tgt... But would it be as simple as it is? Dreams turning into reality..... Ya right... Sigh.....


12:51 AM

Today went out with Ken, Wx, Yen and Yy. Supposed to meet at City Hall at 6, but delayed to 6.30. Thou end up I reached 6.45 =x (But Yy is the latest wahahahha)

So we walked to Marina Sq deciding wat to eat, kept being fickle-minded. End up we chose Kenny Rogers, damn long nvr eat alrdy...... I rmb my mom used to love it alot haha.....

After eating, we walked to Esplanade and sat down and chatted. We haven't really sat down and chat for a very long time. Took a few photos and one stupid incident happened....

Cos Yen's camera's flash damn bright, so we decided to off it. But cos it was nite time, I said very loudly, "Cannot la, now nite time, no flash ltr we take, can only see 4 bangalas!" 
Then b4 I realised, there was an Indian couple sitting few metres away from us =x 
Then Wx said, "Nah... They r indians, not bangalas, so still ok" 
So I thought and replied, "Aiya.... Similar la....." LOL

(No offence to the particular race(s) involved in the aforementioned incident)

After that walked around and went Macs for supper/dessert/drinks. And.... Viola, went home after that while they cabbed back (Fook.... Why they live in east side TT)





LOL Ken showing his pride HAHAHAHAHA


I just realised we dun have a pic of ALL 5 OF US TOGETHER!!!! DAMN U KEN, WHY U SMSING AND NVR JOIN US?!?!

P.S If it's possible, I wish this wonderful dream would nvr end.... That would be the perfect Birthday gift....


Monday, April 6, 2009
12:33 AM

Hmmm..... Dunno wat to post today. 

Went to visit my mom then went out for dinner. Walked around and chatted for abt 2hrs+ around. Then went home after that.

P.S Thx for today, for making me smile and laugh agn. Thou I guessed by the end of the day, ur the one laughing the hardest. Lol 

*blow bubble* *Pontianak scream* *Super slptalk*

P.S.S I ain't gonna see my mom tonite la, I will freak out -.-


Sunday, April 5, 2009
1:26 AM

Yes I am happy. But I'm beginning to doubt....
Sigh... So tired....

P.S Should I give up or continue on?


Saturday, April 4, 2009
4:36 AM

Hellllllo~!

Ok I'm bored lol.... 

Been just staring at the com scrn cos..... I'm addicted to this really lame game called Restaurant City in Facebook LOL!

Just now went Marina Sq and ate dinner. Then a charity person approached me and blah blah I donate and got a pen. So we ate Yoshinoya and while eating, we used the pen and drew all over the paper. THEN SHE KEPT DRAWING JOSHUA IS A RETARD!!!!!!!!!!!! But I drew back on the receipt :D (Ok, I noe we r damn lame especially at our age LOL)

Then we bought Hot Chocolate from starbucks and went out of Marina Sq. Walked for awhile suddenly my sis called. SHE'S IN MARINA SQ ALSO x.x So we hurry zao far far from my sis and bro-in-law LOL

Then sat MRT and we kept listening to FUCK YOU VERY MUCH BY LILY ALLEN LOL. I'm loving that song recently. 

Fuck you, fuck you very very muchhhhh~

P.S I enjoyed my day today, and I'm not a retard!!!!!! U R THE RETARDED ONE!!!! LOL

P.S.S Stop staring at Restaurant City LOL


Thursday, April 2, 2009
9:21 PM

I have nth to post today.
IM BOREDDDDDDDD T_T


Wednesday, April 1, 2009
8:00 PM

Today finally attended Mentoring, so darn long nvr attend le. Due to some really retarded reasons and cruise lol.

Cos there were only 10 mentors and 2 classes of mentees, had to take additional 2 more. Funny mentees sia, die also dun wan do comprehension. So learnt spelling instead. 

End up wrong 1 word = write 10/15 times LOL. Then one of them wrong all 10 x.x TORTURE WAHAHAHAHAHAHHA~!

Hmmm..... Dunno wat else to blog abt.... OH YA AND I HAD 3 DREAMS YTD. 

1st was a unpleasant dream
2nd was a horrible nightmare x.x
3rd was a rdm dream

Only rmbed first 2 dreams, but the 3rd was too rdm for me to rmb -.-

P.S Hope my nightmare is just a nightmare and nothing else, dun wan it to happen man......

P.S.S OH YA ALMOST FORGOT! HAPPY APRIL FOOLS EVERYONE!!!! LOL


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