Feeling moody these few days and probably the days to come. I've read quite a no. of ppl's blog today. I realised those ppl who have a gf r ppl who r not the serious in everything kind of ppl. They r either bengs, slacking, totally skipping classes and basically not achieving in anything. But somehow they r achieving more than me. U noe I thought girls prefer a much serious person. Well guess that's totally false now. I'm very tempted to be led astray and skip classes now. And I found out it's kinda impossible for us alrdy, since I'm not her type at all and we have different interest. Game over I think. I'm so envious of Ken and Justin.
Chatting with Zhi Min now. She's an old friend of mine. She's a really interesting person, good friend of mine. She said that I looked very different from last time, looked better. I should have felt happy. But if only she would say the same to me. It feels nice to rmb the old days, from pri sch to sec sch and now. I have met so many wonderful ppl thru out these times. From Zafiz and Kent Tan, to Haziq and Lutfi, and of cos my beloved Ken, Wx them. I wonder wat would happen in years to come. It's just like a continuous domino. U keep placing new pieces, at the front of the row the dominoes start falling. I really hope my domino pieces will be replaced faster than fall, or else I would end up with no more pieces.....
I should have felt proud and good since my studies and results r maintained thru out. But somehow I just felt very lousy, losing in everything. Loser's one word I've always hated and I would nvr use it unnecessarily. But it seems I'm slowly becoming one in life.